single parenthood

People are being killed all over the world, children are starving to death, the world is going to hell and I am sitting here have my own pity party.

Yesterday, Gill came over and it seemed like old times. Just hanging out and spending time together. I was the one who brought up the subject of getting back together with his ex or not. He again told me that he is still in shock by it all. Not so sure what to do about it all.

Then I told him that if he was going to continue seeing me I needed to set down some rules.

#1 All four of us need to spend together, Gracia, Kiran and us.

#2 I would like to start being invited to family functions.

#3 We need to spend more time together.

This would all have to happen once he decides what he was doing with his life. He did tell me that he isn't telling Gracia about the proposal from the ex.

Only time will tell on this.

Then, my closest two friends went out of town together with two others today. They went to one of the others parent's cabin. Ok, this group I have been hanging out with 15 years. My two closet friends are my cousin Kim, and Karin (who I think the world of). Anyway, I don't get invited because Lynn doesn't like me. She has never told anyone why but I have my own thoughts on that. She finds me to competitive at gives, doesn't like me talking about the real world problems because it is easier not to face them, silly reason if you ask me.

Ok, so she doesn't invite me to her cabin but doesn't think twice about inviting me to her birthday party which was a $50 ticket to see REO Speedwagon. If I would have known I would not have gone. It is frustrating. Did I mention that I think every person in the Metro that I would hang out with is out of town this weekend also.

Thank goodness I have Kiran.

Enough, life really is good in most respects. This too, should all pass......

Thanks for the all support you guys and girls.