single parenthood

Today they have been up and down. Last night, Gill and I had a wonderful talk and we have, it seems, made it through our first difficult hurdle. The entire issue was due to alcohol on my part and I will forever be happy that he isn't holding it against me. I fall in love more with him everytime I see and talk to him. The entire thing, for a person who has been so in control of her life, is very scary. Not to mention getting two children involved with the relationship. I really think I am ready.....

This evening, I found out one of dearest friends, maybe losing her father sooner then we thought. It brings back so many memories of the time my mom was sick and then passed away so suddenly on us. Looking back 13 years ago, I am happy that it happened the way it did. She didn't suffer for a prolonged time and lived a wonderful quality of life until the end. She would not have been happy with less. It just breaks my heart to see someone I love go through that pain. Parents are such a special part of our lives.

Please pray Leo and his family. They truly are the most wonderful family and people!!!! In Gill's words, "They are good PEOPLE!"
Mary