single parenthood

This is Marlene, my mom, during her senior year in high school.

My mom left this world on June 30, 1993. It is a day that I can remember almost minute to minute. It was the day that I wanted the world to come to an end. Over the course of the last 12 years, I have learned to live without my closest friend, most trusted advisor and the head of our family.

Marlene was a kind, caring, family woman. Her one regret in life was that she didn't continue her education after high school. She always told me that she was so happy that her only daughter, myself, was the strongest and most independent of her four children. We talked almost daily on the phone and if the phone rang between 5-5:10 pm, I could pick it up and say, "Hi mom!!" Kiran would have held a special place in her heart and I make sure that I share my stories with her.

She loved kids and would be delighted that she has 9 grandchildren. Each one would have a special place within her and she would spend all her time being with them.

The loss is felt most around the holidays for me these days....She loved Christmas, shopping for her kids, and doing all the baking.

I miss you mom!!!!!!